Heavy heartache

Well I thought I found the perfect person for the past one month , but sadly it was revealed yesterday that person has a partner and still wanted me. I was furious and upset and till now I can feel the pain but tears aren’t coming out . I have send a long message to him and asking him to stop messaging me. But sadly he doesn’t want and he still wants me to be his friend. I object . He doesn’t understand my heart. God , What sins have I did and what wrongdoing have I done ? Why punish me like this?? What karma have i did wrong in the past ?? Please show me and guide me .. please punish that person for what he did to me . Yours truly Heartbroken person

Happy face comes with a happy heart

Hey guys , 

It's been like err 3 months now .. Haha .. Since after my break up in March and I have finally found the love of my life on 4th of July 2014 :) 

My love of my life is younger than me but his heart is older than me :) I love my love so much :)

It's like 23 days ady of loving each other :) I Love My Bae so much :) 

Can't wait to see bae soon :)

Unhappy days

Hello hello 

It's been like 3 weeks since I was heartbroken and now I'm still sad .. I don't know why but I have been trying to keep myself happy and it's not working .. Day by day as the time goes by ... Heart broken and it's not healing up .. 

Looking up at the sky everyday does it make me happy ?? Nope ... It doesn't .. But I stuffed myself to make me happy .. Spending my money on unnecessary things .. Going out with friends till late at night just to calm myself down .. But at the end of the day I'm still up sad  .. 

Family and friends doesn't know .. It's been a secret I have been hiding since the break up .. 

Some people keep their promise to me but some doesn't .. And some people are ignoring me .. I'm just keeping cool slowly .. One day I vanished and no one will know .. 

2016/2017 is the year I shall leave everything behind for good and start a new life all over again :)

A happy face but a sad heart .... 

Long long time ago

Hey ya 

It's been long since I wrote on my blog :) haha 

Anyway I just got myself back to college .. So can't wait for college to start .. Err how many more days ?? IDK hahaha anyway it's starting in the 28 of Oct and it will be in just a few weeks time to come and I'm all so psych / stress up getting ready for my new college 

Anyways I got to go now ... Arrrggghhhhh my powerbank just died on me now 

Byeeee

hheeeyyyy

hey guys :) The weekend is here and I just get so excited .. the tiring week of waking up early everyday is ending today and now I fell so relax.. here is one of my favorite song by Rihanna :) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JF8BRvqGCNs but diamonds is still the best of all :) now what my left shoulder is fucking crazy pain .... got to go rest now tata

Update time

Hey hey hey Its been long since i updated my blog.. Its 2013 and its a good year This year CNY I didn't celebrate with my parents but i celebrated with my grandma . I had a huge argument with my parents.. They were supposed to come for CNY and they did come back but only on the 2nd or 3rd day of CNY . They emailed me last minute whivh I had plans already . I was invited to attend my love of my life sister's wedding . I had a blast during the wedding .. Its was nice and great . On the 22nd of Feb I turned two zero(twenty) and guessed what ?? I had 2 suprised in a day .. First it was a bday gift from the love of my life and i had a suprise cakefrom Tony Roma(dinner venue with Steph and my love of my life) . I had fun :D Neways next month i'll be in Perlis for 3weeksand also to attend Nat's Wedding

Fun fun fun

Hey Guys First of all Happy New Year 2013!! I'm sure you guys had a great party yesterday ? Cos i was wasted last night while partying :D in KL Had so much fun with the love of my life :D Got to go :) Take Care