It's been like 3 weeks since I was heartbroken and now I'm still sad .. I don't know why but I have been trying to keep myself happy and it's not working .. Day by day as the time goes by ... Heart broken and it's not healing up ..
Looking up at the sky everyday does it make me happy ?? Nope ... It doesn't .. But I stuffed myself to make me happy .. Spending my money on unnecessary things .. Going out with friends till late at night just to calm myself down .. But at the end of the day I'm still up sad ..
Family and friends doesn't know .. It's been a secret I have been hiding since the break up ..
Some people keep their promise to me but some doesn't .. And some people are ignoring me .. I'm just keeping cool slowly .. One day I vanished and no one will know ..
2016/2017 is the year I shall leave everything behind for good and start a new life all over again :)
A happy face but a sad heart ....
